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dannath
24 April 2009 @ 05:41 pm
ZOMG you guys! We have an epidemy, the government suspended all classes from preschool to college D8 and I have all symptoms! Well, except for fever. Here's hoping I DON'T get this thing, because it's deadly, and as usual here, there aren't enough vaccines (the health secretary said so) and very limited medicines (SHUT UP health secretary, one million IS NOT ENOUGH in a city of 20 millions inhabitants!)
And I had a really cool and positive entry to post here! DX ah, to hell with it, I'm posting here.
Cross your fingers so I don't get sick with this stuff and it's merely one of my stupid throat sickness thingies I get every year *whiinnee*

Here's the entry:

 

SHTUFFS )
 
 
dannath
23 April 2009 @ 03:29 pm
I was going to whine about how much I hated that I was going to have to take the Job-I-didn't-want, when I realized.

No.

I'm NOT going to do this.
I really am not.

It would solve all my problems, but it is a line I won't cross.
This is not the person I want to be. I know. Really know, that if I get on this, whether it turns out good or bad, it will, in the end, be bad for myself. In every thing I can think about, it will be bad. Even if I can get the money, even if I can deal with it (I can) it will, in the end, one way or another, destroy me.

I feel so bad.
...
I'm going to be on my grandma's house tomorrow, hopefully will have all-the-time internet there. Someone has some time to talk with me? I need to talk to someone for a moment.
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dannath
18 April 2009 @ 05:50 pm
After the 4k x 40days I was completely drained of ideas. I honestly have no idea what got me through those last few days where I had NO projects, NO ideas, NO inspiration, and NO NOTHING.
So I decided to take the rest of April off (for that and other pretty hard reasons, but let's not get pessimistic)
And now I can't stop getting ideas, concepts, and lots and lots of projects seem to just be sprouting from everywhere! Here's my fiction To Do list. JUST the FICTION WRITING one*

My writing projects and the to do lists from hell... )
 
 
dannath
11 April 2009 @ 11:05 pm


Finally things are coming together. I'm finally getting moved back to my hotmail account and being happy about it. Finally messaging myself with a few people and trying to install AIM without even knowing how that thing works. Remember that if you send me anything to my google account, I will soon not receive it (still not sure if I'll keep that thing, possibly)

I'm still thinking about the comissions things. I mean, I don't even know what to charge, and how to announce it. How much would be too much?
$25 x 25,000 story?
a dollar for every 1,000 words? I was thinking about offering $5 drabbles, like 500 words or so, something under 1000 words. But maybe not. I think $10 for a drabble would be a bit too much, but I have no idea.
So, please, tell me what you think! Tell me what anyone would like and at what price, we could discuss it! I'm willing to do anything: smut, yaoi, action, Epic, anything is yours if you pay for it. And I can assure it will be of professional quality.

 

And now for various things, and a tiny rant )
 
 
dannath
10 April 2009 @ 03:12 pm

Just now it hits me that I didn't made any entries about finishing the 4k40d (lent challenge) I think since I wrote it in my non-internet diary, it just kind of vanished from my mind. Well, here's my entry:

I did it )
 
 
 
dannath
13 March 2009 @ 02:47 pm

To all writers who care to read my ramblings! Here’s an announcement!

I have a new community called

[info]fistshakinstuff

  that is made to comment and criticize pieces of writing.

We’re looking for new members, so it’s been a bit dead lately. Please, if anyone out there is a writer, join the community and say hi! Or tell your friends! Please, help my tiny community!

 


 

Lent updates, and my the story of my Twisted March (ah, the stories of my life...) )
 
 
dannath
02 March 2009 @ 12:52 pm


So, it's lent now! I had an entry about how I shouldn't have taken the ashes last wednesday because I was blessed by a buddhist monk the other weekend and now Buddha and Saint Paul must be at each other's troath, but thankfully I can't find it right now.

 

and then a long stuff about what I promised for lent and the Tantis edits and Do People Think I'm Scary? stuff )
 
 
dannath
23 February 2009 @ 04:15 pm
I HAVE ONE WEEK TO FINISH 20,000 WORDS ON TANTIS AND FINISH IT!!!
BY GOD I HAVE TO FINISH IT BEFORE THE END OF FEBRUARY OR I AM SHOOTING MYSELF IN THE HEAD WITH A NAIL GUN!!
I AM SO TOTALLY SERIOUS
I DO HAVE A NAIL GUN!!!

...


Ok, sorry, I just...I'm having Overworked Writer's Breakdown, and going nuts all over everything. I mean, I love writing, hell, I write around 4k of words a day, but I just PROCRASTINATE SO MUCH ON IMPORTANT SHIT!!!
And now, I have less than 7 days to finish the first draft of Tantis or I'll hang myself from the roof.
BECAUSE I AM HAVING A BREAKDOWN!! I HAVE NO NEED FOR ANY OTHER REASON OTHER THAN THAT!!!I

That reminds me, I was kicked out of Elfwood for bad language and now I'm trying to tone down my language. And failing at it, of course, but at least I try.
Honestly, I don't swear all that much in spanish, but swears in english are just so short and easy! T.T Tell me to stop, or I might never get to it.

And LJ is hating me again.
Is the world conspiring to make me have a breakdown or something?
...
I feel unloved.

SHOW ME LOVE!!
NOW!!
OR I'LL GO MADDD AND KEELL YOU ALL!!
I'M SERIOUS!! THIS CAPITALS AND MY BAD SPELLING SHOW HOW SERIOUS I AM!!
 
 
dannath
18 February 2009 @ 01:11 pm

To tell the world I'm not dead, just broke and busy XD Lol, I don't even have enough money to buy an hour of internet, how pathetic. Anyway, I finally got done with the CHARRIOT (latest project) background worldbuilding shit, extra suckiest-map-ever included. I can finally, finally get going with the damned plot and character development.
I also finished the Luminosity short story, which has been haunting me for so long, it's disgusting. But, damn, it seems my writing abilities get better with every word I write (and this is the result of practice, not mere arrogance ;D) the whole thing was so good, even better than Oni's fic if I must say so. I think I might make it into a novel once I'm done with Tantis and CHARRIOT. Ah, life is good, even when you're broke.
By the way Oni, please tell me if I can post the fic on my elfwood account. I loved the fic so much I'd like to put it in there, but I need your permision <3
Anything else? I'm going to visit my grandmother this weeken. Life's always amazing there, they treat me so well, I really love it.
I cleaned my friends list again, for personal reasons. The cleaning will probably continue when I get enough money to log in again. The people who are still on the list are official "Uber Cool People" and have a cozy little place in my ice cold heart XD I should probably make them badges, something like those old portraits with their names and which say "Official Uber Cool People 2009" Ha, ha! That would be fun. If only I had more time. Have been sleeping only about five hours lately. But I like it, so I'm not complaining.
And, nothing else.
Here, have some art just for baring with meArt...or something like it... )
 
 
dannath
07 February 2009 @ 07:16 pm
Sometimes it simply doesn't matters how much you try or how hard you work. To some people, you simply aren't as important as others. I have to understand that. And the worst thing is that this doesn't even has anything to do with how worthy or good or important you are as a person. The only thing that matters is what the other person thinks, and you have no control over that, because others won't give you nearly the importance you give to them.
Well, it's time to move on. I'm going to get started now.
I was thinking of closing this journal and going on, but frankly, that would be stupid, and what good would that make? No, I'm sticking with it and all the friends I've made, because damn if I haven't made some great friendships.
Still, I have to keep on.
I wonder if now I will act different. I usually just go about things as usual...But, no, not this time.
I already know without having to ask.
I have already changed.
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dannath
01 February 2009 @ 06:29 pm

This is the single most WTF thing that has happened to me.

 

Random shit WTF )


 


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dannath
25 January 2009 @ 04:43 pm

Gods, this took too much of me.

Fortuna's Prince Poison/Mirror crossover fic
Oni-Gil's Rising Sun/Mirror crossover fic 1st Part
Oni-Gil's Rising Sun/Mirror crossover fic 2nd part

They're all finished.

I know it's arrogant of me to say this, but the Rising Sun fanfic is seriously the best finished thing I've writen in my life. 10k words of awesomely symbolical fighting and drama. Gods, I loved writing it so much, I didn't wanted it to end.

I think it was easier for me to get into the Rising Sun fic because I know so much about the characters and the storyline. I've read a lot of it (...maybe too much of it. Is there ever too much for an obsessive fan as me?) and know how the characters act, think and feel. It was serious fun doing it.

And then a whole lot of personal boring stuff... )
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dannath
19 January 2009 @ 03:05 pm

 

Weekly Review )

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dannath
13 January 2009 @ 04:21 pm
Ah, 2009.
Read more... )
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dannath
10 December 2008 @ 07:28 pm
Hey there guys! I'm having a great time lately with my birthday! Later I'll post some photos from the party and the crazy stuff my cousin and I did with the camera and the uber cake fight with my mom! Like a food fight, but with cake!! Great fun!

lots more words... )

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dannath
05 September 2008 @ 11:17 am
I have truly gone crazy
 I’m starting to feel like Life is behaving weirdly ever since I found my true self and I know it has been nudging me, pushing me towards things,  and I have been able to understand things about reality that I couldn’t even believe before, but this…
I have joined [info]autumnwrite , a community tougher than Nano. I don’t even know how it happened! I was just posting that past entry, reading on psychic stuff and having a great time when I scanned at my friend’s list and felt this pull towards an entry in which the author said that she had joined a writing challenge. I almost never follow links on people’s posts but this time I did, almost without thinking.
All I read from the entry was that it’s 150, 000 words in between September 1 and December 31 and before I could react I had already filled my application and joined the community! I swear I can’t believe I did it! Especially when I have never finished NaNo, and I’m already days behind the wordcount and I had been planning some challenges by myself.
You know what I wrote on the “Tell us something about you”? I said “I like to stretch myself to my limits” I had been thinking halfheartedly about that lately, but had never, ever said it! It was like my consciousness had been suppressed in the time it took for me to sign up!
I wanted to get on with Nano (in fact I have hopefully dragged Oni into it) but I was very impatient to start, (fire type that I am, of course) that I was planning to do a “personal nano” doing the full nano thing by myself on October and September. And THIS happens. I can’t believe it.
The other challenges I was planning for myself were
-Reading challenge: read 24 books in four months. One book every five days. I took it out of Stephen King’s book On Writing where he says he reads about 70 books a year. I made the math and came up with that.
-Highschool challenge: Finish it before New Year. I have until November since there are no more opportunities in December. I have about four or five more asignatures to pass.
I had been getting my projects in order and checking dates for highschool and making a list of books to read, so, *headscratch* I guess it might have came in at the right time. I had already started with the reading challenge.
See me BURN!! But don't worry, I'm pretty sure I won't crash...almost sure...Ngk!
Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
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(0.8%)
 
 
dannath
19 June 2008 @ 08:39 pm

It's been so long since I opened this journal without even adding a real entry I can't believe it. But, what can I say, I don't have a life; nor do I have internet. It's just not the same thing to use my livejournal on an internet cafĂ©, where anybody can see what I'm doing. For somereason it makes me very unconfortable to write among other people. no matter the fact that nobody can understand what I'm writting since it's in english, and I'm in rural mexico.
Though, I've decided to keep it and start writting to keep track of the way I put my life back in order.
everything that has happened since february of 2007 has been very much a hell, but I'm determined to pull me back into order, no matter if I have to do it alone.
This next monday I'm going to get signed up at my local open highschool (I don't think there's an english word for it) and buy the books to finish school. Damn thing is the one thing that's been nagging at me this whole year and a half after I got kicked out of highschool.
Also, I've been researching some translation jobs to see if I can make some money ut of the useless fact that I know english. I should really stop using it exclusively to read fanfics (but it's sooo tempting!...Must, have, kingdom hearts!)
And it seems I'm getting better and better at astrology. Man, if I keep this up I might start doing consultations! Ha, ha! (yeah, right, most surely not happening)
There is a long road to walk, and I would like to have some place to bent when the bad times come. 'Cause if I've learned something about the real world is that everytime you make a change for good, life will test you to your limits.
But that's good, I'm always up for a fight, and what better oponent than life?  

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