I am gaining weeeiigght! Can we get an Amen here!!? Yeah! Things are getting better! Finally! Much, much better.
Indeed, it is a good thing that I gain weight, because during a week some weeks ago I lost more than 10 kilos That's between 22 and 26 punds. (yay! I can convert measures now!) In One Week.
But you know anemia, it's all fun and games until you lose, er, 20% of your overall weight X3 It was the stress, the traumas and the mental crashes that made it during the April/May hell week. Whut, whut? I haven't posted it? Well, it was something very dark and very, uhm...bad, let's leave it at bad. I haven't told anyone, because it's a bit difficult for me to speak about myself. Especially since most people get the O.o look when I start telling them about my life and end up with the "Yeah, yeah, we know your life sucks alex, leave us alone" XP  Or go O.o when I tell them about the things that happen when I'm stressed, like the voices X) lol, I think after 15 years of more stress like that I'll have developed full blown scizophrenia (did I write that right?)XD But I don't hear any voice anymore! (just happens during hard stress) and yay, things are getting better and I might get an internet this week! It's amazing!
And now I don't look like a corpse anymore lol, mom lost about 11-15 pounds because of the stress too, but it was most noticeable on me, everyone kept saying I looked sickly and dead-like XD
Edit- I CAN HAVE AN INTERNET! I'M OFF TO GET THE CONTRACT NOW! YEEESSSS!!
I AM SO HAPPY MY SUPER HAPPINESS CANNOT BE CONTAINEEEEDDD!!